random thoughts

• went to get sized for my bridesmaid dress for my friend Paul’s wedding yesterday and realized my boobs are enormous yet once again.  i hate the fact that i have to order a larger size dress just to accomodate them.  however, i had them order a size smaller just so i have to lose weight! heh
• i have come to realize that i am addicted to eating ice.  i’ve found myself buying a bag of ice at least 4 times a week.  it has now become a meal replacement once a day.
• i’ve fixed my horrible sleeping pattern.  i used to be up until around 6am everyday and sleep until noon.  now i’m going to sleep between 9 and 10 pm and getting up at 5am.  i really like the change a alot.
• i can’t stop joining facebook groups.  some of them totally crack me up, and some of them i want to join but can’t due to not wanting people to think i’m a freak hahah
• why do bad things happen to good people?
• i’m so glad my t.v. shows are back on again…..i love ugly betty, grey’s anatomy, desperate housewives, and brothers & sisters….can’t wait for lost…those bastards are making us wait until 2008
• school is going really well, i have straight a’s right now and it’s almost mid-terms.  i thought my math class was going to be horrid but i’m finally understanding it
• i think i’m too nice.
• i miss going to conferences, but i don’t miss the no sleep/binge drinking scene.  it really messed with my head.  i also don’t miss the drama and fakeness of some people.  i met so many amazing people and the one’s that really matter to me i still talk to.  i think i’ll go to a conference this winter just to see my friends again but i don’t think i’ll have anything to do with the actual conference.  well, like i ever did anyway. lol.
• i’ve been updating my mfa blogs lately hoping to make some extra cash to pay for next semester.
• i’m so thankful everyone in my family is healthy and i still have them in my life.
• it’s definently time to create another goals list.
• yesterday marked the 35lb weight loss challenge.  my current measurements are:  bust 42 1/2, waist 34, hips 45.  now that’s a real woman! heheh  not sure what the best timeline is to check my progress so i don’t get discouraged!
• i love my pink razor phone.  my current ringtone is the theme to austin powers :)  yeah baby!
• i bartended this past weekend at a wedding for 400 people and hardly made any tips.  i usually make a couple hundred, but the bride and groom had a hosted bar so people never tip when stuff is free! a-holes!